Friday, November 20, 2009@12:15 AM
updates!
updates!
missed home!
missed friends!
birthday coming!
christmas coming!
exam coming ! -.-
graduation Project coming ! -.-
assignment almost done....
need to start my revision edi.
need to but christmas and new year clothes :)
hahahha....
got catfight in class.... LOL
friend came to Sg for a short visit.
going to spend time with him.
it makes me feels a bit like home.
at least i can speak some Tawau chinese with him. hahhaha
non of u can understand wat we saying cos we got our tawau slang.. hahhaah
the funny part was when he talk to the cashier in chinese, the lady cannot understand... hahahhaah
class is going to end in two to 3 weeks time.
i am seriously going to miss my friends.
cos next year i might not be in the same class with them :(
i am seriously seriously going to miss u all!
good or bad! every single one of u!
all the fun and joy we had together!
awwww.... i'm gonna cherish all the time we could spend these couple of weekS!
as wat my mother always says, " there is never an un-ending party"
ok... night! take care! GOd blesss!!!
DARYL
Saturday, November 14, 2009@11:05 PM
to my best friend :)
to my best friend :)
This is for you, my best friend,
the one person i can tell my soul too
Who can relate to me like no other
Who I can laugh with to no extents,
Who I can cry too when times are tough,
Who can help me with the problems of my life.
Never have you turned your back on me
Or told me I wasnt good enough
Or let me down
I don't think you know what that means to me
You have went through so much pain and you still have time
For me.
And I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying
And I look up too you because you are strong,
and caring
and beautiful.
Even though you don't think you are.
And I hope you know that I am always here
To listen to you laugh and cry and help
In all the ways that i can
And I will try to be at least half the friend you are
To me.
I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, wit out you.
My best friend.
NANA :)
missed u a lot
Saturday, November 7, 2009@12:35 AM
Updates!
Updates!
Hello PPL from Planet Earth!
Its time to update!
i was busy doing my assignments for the past week.
thank GOODNESS i have done on time and passed it up!
i know i wrote crap but i hope i do well!
for the past weeks, life has been good.
Jasmine went to India and came back!
so happy to see her again!
eveything seems to be better
DeeDee,Nana and my birhtday is just a month away!
cant wait!
but i wont be able to celebrate it with my mum and dad!
this wil be the 1st time i am celebrating without them.
but at least i got my eldest sister here with me:)
lisa's sis's wedding was so much fun.
Roy(groom) and Sharon(bride) looked so wonderful together.
congratulation guys! all da best for everything!
Christmas is just around hte corner.
i cant wait to go back to meet al my family members
my sis,bro,cousins, aunts, uncles, "in-laws" are all flying back!
WOW!
popo would be so happy to se all of us!
i missed all of them so much!
thinking of the time we spent last time is making me ..... haiz...
LOL.
really cant wait!
and life changed alot.
people changed, characters changed.
what to do?
all i can do it is
to be happy the way i am! :)
so u need to be happy the way you are too! LOL.
to everyone out there,
Peace, spread the LOVE,
and God Bless!
Darylblue
Its time to update!
i was busy doing my assignments for the past week.
thank GOODNESS i have done on time and passed it up!
i know i wrote crap but i hope i do well!
for the past weeks, life has been good.
Jasmine went to India and came back!
so happy to see her again!
eveything seems to be better
DeeDee,Nana and my birhtday is just a month away!
cant wait!
but i wont be able to celebrate it with my mum and dad!
this wil be the 1st time i am celebrating without them.
but at least i got my eldest sister here with me:)
lisa's sis's wedding was so much fun.
Roy(groom) and Sharon(bride) looked so wonderful together.
congratulation guys! all da best for everything!
Christmas is just around hte corner.
i cant wait to go back to meet al my family members
my sis,bro,cousins, aunts, uncles, "in-laws" are all flying back!
WOW!
popo would be so happy to se all of us!
i missed all of them so much!
thinking of the time we spent last time is making me ..... haiz...
LOL.
really cant wait!
and life changed alot.
people changed, characters changed.
what to do?
all i can do it is
to be happy the way i am! :)
so u need to be happy the way you are too! LOL.
to everyone out there,
Peace, spread the LOVE,
and God Bless!
Darylblue
Tuesday, October 27, 2009@12:01 AM
YAY!
YAY!
i got my resultS!
i got A.B.B.A!!!
wow! i'm so impressed of myself!
i'm not trying to brag. but, i'm giving myself a pad on my shoulder!
my parents r pround of me! and i made them proud! hahhaa..
their money for the skool fees are not wasted! hahahhaha...
i am feeling better now!
i missed home!
i'm going back on the 24th DEC till 2 jan 2010 :)
cant wait!
but now asignments are coming again! haiz...
wish me luck!
plus, i got production going on.
its fun yet tiring! hahahha... loving it!
i missed my papa and mummY and my friends!
i wanan go home!
i can do it! just few more months! hahah.. :)
you can do it Daryl! :)
God bless ppl!
take care!
PEACE,
DARYL
Thursday, October 15, 2009@2:46 AM
speechless!
speechless!
what done is done.
i dont regret saying anything
all i can do is hope for the best!
shits do happened to friendship.
but i donno wat happen to mine?
m i the cancer in the friendship?
i donno.
if i am, then i tell me, and i will vanish and cure the whole thing.
i will be the cure!
i just wish that ..........
i donno wat i am looking forward for!
i hope that i pass all my exams with flying colours
because i know i did my best-est
i hope i kick ass! hahaha
i will be very pissed if i see those who "cheated" in the exam, got better grades than me.
and i wanna finished up the "NEW" assignments as soon as possible!
its getting harder now!
oh man!
gtg to bed now.
who ever reading this, God Bless u!
and i just wish that my feelings i felt couple of days back will vanish.
vanish in a good way or bad way, i dont care!
i just hate this feeling right now!
take care ppl!
PEACE!
DARYL
Saturday, October 10, 2009@1:09 AM
...
...
Words cannot describe how i felt these few days!
i don't know y m i feeling like this, but it hurts deep down inside.
i felt like i am left behind of everything.
i felt like i am very very lonely.
i felt like i got no one to talk to.
i felt like i dont belong here.
i felt like i dont have anyone that i can trust!
i felt like no one cares about me.
i dont know y m i feeling like this.
perhaps i missed home, perhaps i think too much,
or perhaps i am desperate for attention?
i donno.
i'm so confused right now!
i had been 100% genuine to everyone.
non of me is fake. ok?
if u dont accept for who i am, then i donno wat to tell u!
i am who i am!
i am happy the way i am!
i dont think i'm a bad person!
if u think i'm a bad person, then all i can say is go away from me!
i am sick and tired of always constantly changing my character for others!
i am sick and tired of me doing stuff for others like i'm some kind of dog!
"Daryl, GO AWAY!" DARYL! SHUT UP! DARYL bla bla bla...
ENOUGH ALREADY!
i so so so sick of this shit!
i know i am a Malaysian!
i know i am not as attractive as others may look.
i know i am not as smart as others.
i know i am not as "good" as others may be.
What the hell! Nobody is PERFECT!
i am who i am! take it or leave it!
honestly, i can't wait for this term to be over!
and i am so looking forward for christmas!
can't wait to meet all my family members!
i missed them so so so so so so so so so so so MUCH!!!!!!
i'm being so submissive!
but i dont care!
i know i am kinda wrong by saying all this SHIT!
but i think these are the feelings i felt these few days.
money come and go,
friends also come and go!
if u r reading this right now, and u felt hurt/angry/ or anything,
think of this question,
"where and what is Daryl in your life?"
i think i am being too nice,
when u guys need 'Daryl', then only " eh Daryl, can u blablabla..."
when u dont need Daryl, then throw Daryl aside!
i donno lah.
all i can do now is live with wat i got and stop complaining!
i can do it!
its just another few more months!
then we will go our seperate ways!
i just missed home so so much!
all my "close and understanding" friends are there!!!! MISSED THEM!
i think i write all this thing, no one will read it either!
my phone has not been ringing for quite a while!
only me calling my mum or my mum call me! or my other family members.
i missed the old time we spent together last time!
the innocent and happy go lucky days i spent with u all!
or maybe that was not all y'all true colours?
maybe your true colours are coming out now...
"i see your true colours coming true"
watever it is! just live the way u want, i cannot control it.
btw, its your life! live it to the fullest!
no offence people!
God bless!
take care!
Peace,
Daryl :)
Friday, October 2, 2009@12:22 AM
Life is like a box of Chocolate
Life is like a box of Chocolate
life is like a box of chocolate.
when u got a box of chocolate,
cherish it and look after it with love and care!
when u dont look after your box of chocolate,
it might be melted, broken, crashed or rotten.
everybody wants to have a perfect box of chocolate.
but that is not possible.
when accidents happen, ur chocolate might be melted or broken.
broken up into small pieces or big ones.
but some people are generous enough to donate some chocolate to you
and fill in those holes in your chocolate that is empty.
thank them and love them.
do not complain about wat u got in ur chocolate.
think about those who r less fortunate
that they dont even have chocolate or their chocolate
are melting much more than yours!
from these couple of days,
i have found out a new meaning in life!
be happy with what you got!
stop complaining!
think about the things that i got,
count my blessings that GOD gave me.
i got a friend who just lost someone who was very important to her.
and this affected me a lot.
i do not want to go through what my friend had gone to.
i am very afraid to lose someone close like my friend did.
and i dont wanna leave any regrets or disappointment after i lose that someone!
so i need to cherish watever i got before losing it!
anything can happen.
everything is fragile!
even a drop of water can kill u!
so better count your blessings for what u got,
i know i am couting mine everyday!
Life is like a box of chocolates.
you will never know
when will it be
cruched, melted or spoiled.
the expiry date is fixed,
but these small little things will
have a chance to spoil the whole box
before the expiry date!
cherich it with LOVE AND CARE!
Peace,
Daryl
when u got a box of chocolate,
cherish it and look after it with love and care!
when u dont look after your box of chocolate,
it might be melted, broken, crashed or rotten.
everybody wants to have a perfect box of chocolate.
but that is not possible.
when accidents happen, ur chocolate might be melted or broken.
broken up into small pieces or big ones.
but some people are generous enough to donate some chocolate to you
and fill in those holes in your chocolate that is empty.
thank them and love them.
do not complain about wat u got in ur chocolate.
think about those who r less fortunate
that they dont even have chocolate or their chocolate
are melting much more than yours!
from these couple of days,
i have found out a new meaning in life!
be happy with what you got!
stop complaining!
think about the things that i got,
count my blessings that GOD gave me.
i got a friend who just lost someone who was very important to her.
and this affected me a lot.
i do not want to go through what my friend had gone to.
i am very afraid to lose someone close like my friend did.
and i dont wanna leave any regrets or disappointment after i lose that someone!
so i need to cherish watever i got before losing it!
anything can happen.
everything is fragile!
even a drop of water can kill u!
so better count your blessings for what u got,
i know i am couting mine everyday!
Life is like a box of chocolates.
you will never know
when will it be
cruched, melted or spoiled.
the expiry date is fixed,
but these small little things will
have a chance to spoil the whole box
before the expiry date!
cherich it with LOVE AND CARE!
Peace,
Daryl
